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Prologue — How They Found Their Names

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The Gods Becoming

Prologue

How They Found Their Names

A note before the story

This story begins while the Primordials are still small, before they understand their abilities or the world taking shape around them.

Inspired by Greek mythology, it imagines how the Primordials, Gods, and Goddesses might gradually become themselves: through curiosity, affection, uncertainty, mistakes, and the relationships they form. Their powers grow alongside their understanding. Sometimes a gift helps them see what another overlooks. Sometimes that same gift makes it difficult to notice what they have missed.

This retelling brings its own imagined beginnings and relationships to the myths.

Although these characters bear familiar mythological names, their lives may unfold differently from the ancient accounts. Their personalities, relationships, choices, and destinies grow through the experiences of this imagined world. Some moments may echo the myths; others may lead somewhere new. Readers are invited to discover who these beings become, without assuming that their futures have already been written.

Through this story, I explore questions at the heart of the Human Connection Project: how we experience a shared world differently, how we learn to care, and how our relationships change as we change.

The story invites us to accompany these beings as they discover what they can do, what matters to them, and what happens when their lives touch one another.

Even a god has much to learn.

Four small beings in brown, pale blue, indigo and peach sit beneath the softly glowing, layered Unconscious Globe, with wisps of vapour around them.

Deep within the Unconscious Globe, something stirred.

Life gathered, shifted, and began to take different forms. Four small presences emerged from its depths.

They did not remember that beginning.

As far back as any of them could reach, the others were already there.

Around them, pale vapour drifted through open space. Light gathered in some places and faded in others. Here and there, small knots of matter held together, then loosened or changed.

The four watched.

The brown being lifts a hand, the pale-blue one reaches upward, the indigo one stays close within his layers, and the peach-coloured one turns toward the others.

One lifted a hand. Warm brown layers curved around her fingers, folding into the shape of her arm. Beside her, another stretched upward, his pale-blue edges opening as though the space above had gently drawn them out.

A third remained still. Indigo deepened within the folds of his body. The fourth leaned toward all of them in turn, peach and rose-gold layers shifting with each movement.

They had no names yet.

The little brown being points toward her companions; the blue, indigo and peach-coloured beings turn toward her with curious expressions.

When one wanted another’s attention, he reached, waved, or moved closer. Sometimes the right one turned. Sometimes all three did.

This delighted them—until there was something particular to show.

“You,” said the brown little being one day.

Three faces turned toward her.

She looked from one to another, then laughed.

“The one beside me.”

The rose-gold one moved nearer.

Now two were beside her.

They would need another way.

Each of the four attends to something different: drifting vapour, the space above, a small gathering of matter, or the companions nearby.

At first, they tried sounds for the things around them. A sound for the vapour that slipped through their hands. Another for a movement they wanted to follow. They repeated them, changed them, forgot some, and kept others.

Often they disagreed about which sound fitted best.

They were learning that even something all four could see might draw each one’s attention differently.

The brown being and the indigo one crouch beside a small mound of dense matter, comparing it with her hand.

The brown little being returned often to a small gathering of dense matter. While vapour moved past, it remained. She pressed it gently and felt its resistance.

Then she pressed her own palm.

The others came to look.

“It is a little like you,” said the indigo one.

She held her hand beside it. Her layers had something of its colour, something of its gathered weight. Yet she could move, and the little formation stayed where it was.

“A little,” she agreed.

The peach-coloured being gestures toward the brown one; she touches her chest as she considers the name Gaia.

They tried a sound for that earthlike substance. Over time, the sound settled into Gaia.

One day, when she had wandered away, the rose-gold one called it after her.

She turned.

He pointed toward the small formation, then toward her, uncertain whether she would mind.

She considered it.

“Gaia,” she repeated, touching her chest.

The name felt comfortable there.

Gaia watches the pale-blue being rise into open space, his cream and blue layers unfurling around him.

The pale-blue one seldom remained in one place for long.

He followed rising vapour until it thinned. Beyond it, there was more space, and beyond that, more still. He stretched his arms toward it, his light layers unfurling.

Gaia watched him return.

“You look like where you have been,” she said.

He glanced behind him at the wide expanse.

“Up there?”

“When you open your arms.”

They had begun calling that skyward openness Uranus.

He spread his arms again, examining the resemblance as best he could.

“Uranus,” he tried.

Then he smiled and rose a little higher.

The indigo being blends into dark paper folds; Gaia approaches while Uranus watches nearby.

The indigo one noticed where brightness ended.

He would watch a shape pass into darkness and wonder whether it had changed, or whether he could simply no longer see it.

Sometimes the others followed him. Sometimes they lost sight of him among the dim folds.

“Where are you?” Uranus called.

“Here.”

“I cannot see you.”

“I can still see a little of you.”

Gaia came closer. His outline emerged gradually, dark within darkness.

Gaia gestures gently toward the indigo being as the peach-coloured one listens; the three share the moment in which he accepts the name Erebus.

Their word for that shadowed depth was Erebus.

“That sound suits you,” she said.

He looked into the dim space, then down at his own hands.

“Because I am like this?”

“And because you keep looking here.”

He was quiet for a while.

“Erebus,” he said at last.

The rose-gold one repeated it softly, making sure he had heard.

Three separate vignettes show the peach-coloured being exploring dense matter, reaching upward and sitting in dimness as he searches for a name.

Three had names now.

The fourth tried standing beside Gaia’s little formation. He stretched upward like Uranus. He sat with Erebus in the dimness.

Each place interested him. None quite supplied his name.

Then one day the others wandered in different directions, and he found himself turning from one to the next. There was something he wanted to show them. More than that, he wanted them near enough to share it.

He called their names.

The peach-coloured being stands at the centre as Gaia, Erebus and Uranus gather around him, answering his call.

They returned.

“What did you find?” Gaia asked.

He opened his hands, then paused.

“I wanted you to come.”

Erebus studied his face.

They already had a word for that wanting—the pull toward something or someone, the wish to approach. They called it Eros.

Uranus tilted his head.

“Perhaps that is yours.”

The rose-gold one repeated the sound. Then he looked at the three who had answered him.

“Eros,” he said, smiling.

Gaia and Erebus sit together while Eros and Uranus stand nearby, the four smiling and attending to one another.

Afterward, they called one another simply to hear someone answer.

Their names travelled through the unfamiliar space, small sounds finding familiar faces.

They still knew very little about themselves. But now, when one discovered something, he could call to another.

And somewhere around them, the pale vapour continued to gather.

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